Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me

When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation

Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender

Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king

JIEYI is her name.
Stepped into this world on
14 Aug 1994, a date which she'll never forget.
because it is her birthdate and her examdate.
She went into His embrace on Aug2003, Thursday night;;
she is a princess of God.
Graduated from HolyInnocents'Primary, where she called her second home.
and surprisingly, enrolled into NanChiauHigh, where she have to adapt to her new home.
A member in International Dance.
andYES, PAT.PAT. is how she comfort people.
Proudly to announce that she's a TV ADDICT. :D

blue and white are her favourite colours.
OMG! 炎亞綸 is so shuai and cute! (x
胡歌 is the best actor i've ever seen plus his SHUAIness dazzled me.
HEY SAY JUMP is the youngest jap group i've known but they already caught my attention (:
Lee Jun Ki is also very shuai! i like him in Virgin Snow. :D
Jay Chou is very talented.
Kamiki Ryunosuke caught my eye in Tantei Gakuen Q, the best detective show i've ever watched!
YUI has the nicest unique voice and she composes nice songs. one word, talented! :DD
Lee Ji Ah is a natural beauty and a natural korean actress.

-10:08 AM

long time no post. it's not that i never use com but i dun noe what to post about.
just went for a morning walk to church with sixuan.
it's her birthday today.
hope she have fun! :DDD
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY! aishiteru wa` iloveyou` woaini` sarang hae yo`

special song dedication to sixuan,
[copy and paste this url first! :D]
http://www.imeem.com/people/LLFSuJ/music/Hj6p4EXA/jin-tian-ni-yao-jia-gei-wo/

今天你要嫁给我

春暖的花开带走冬天的感伤
微风吹来浪漫的气息
每一首情歌忽然充满意义
我就在此刻突然见到你
春暖的花香带走冬天的饥寒
微风吹来意外的爱情
鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离
我就在此刻突然爱上你
听我说
手牵手 跟我一起走
创造幸福的生活
昨天已来不及
明天就会可惜
今天嫁给我好吗
*rap*
夏日的热情打动春天的懒散
阳光照耀美满的家庭
每一首情歌都会勾起回忆
想当年我是怎么认识你
冬天的忧伤结束秋天的孤单
微风吹来苦辣的思念
鸟儿的高歌唱着不要别离
此刻我多么想要拥抱你
听我说
手牵手 跟我一起走
过着安定的生活
昨天已来不及
明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我
听我说
手牵手 我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头
明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我
听着礼堂的钟声
我们在上帝和亲友面前见证
这对男女现在就要结为夫妻
不要忘了这一切是多么的神圣
你愿意生死苦乐永远和她在一起
爱惜她 尊重她
安慰她 保护着她
两人同时建立起美满的家庭
你愿意这样做吗
Yes I do!
听我说
手牵手 一路到尽头
把你一生交给我
昨天已是过去
明天更多回忆
今天你要嫁给我


i've been feeling so depressed easily nowadays when there's anything that concerns about church.
i wonder if they even noe that i exist. and i'm right there.
i really hate this kind of feeling. i just dunno how to speak.
i dunno how to communicate with them.
i just nid someone to talk to me first.
i'm just this kind of person. i just dunno how to talk to them first.
this personality of mine makes me so anti social and maybe despised by ppl.
i dun like bondings or shld i say, i hate bondings.
bondings make me even depressed. i've always thought bondings can bring me closer to the others.
but yet i think i'm even more invisible.
they said only those usual ppl went for bondings so abit no point.
but then in cell already felt so lonely, how am i going to have the courage to go for bondings?
i dun think anyone will noe how i felt.
i think they just think that i just dun like to socialise with other ppl and talk to other ppl first. and is that i dun want to talk first.(no offence. sorry!)
right, i do admit, i dun dare to talk to other ppl first. but NO ONE seems to be approachable.
everytime i hope i can try to talk to other ppl first and other ppl can talk to me.
even if they ask me a question, any stupid question, i will get so overjoyed cos i noe i'm visible in their eyes. but such things dun seem to happen.
i felt so out. an outsider. an invisible person. a ghost.
how i hope i can get out of such state. but it seems so impossible, so far away.
i hate it. I H-A-T-E IT.
i'm losing the war with MR. DEPRESSION and MR. LONELINESS.
no one's there for me. no one's with me to fight them. i'm all alone. i'm losing.
i nid help. i nid support.
i just nid someone..

ps. nobody(church ppl) will remember me even if i disappear. D:


-8:23 PM

just finished watching code geass: lelouch of the rebellion R2.
and i cried like shit. lelouch died in the end.
he's so WEI DA!!! omg. D:
lelouch is so shuai! i dun want him to die! ):
if he dies, that means there won't be a season 3. D:
D: D: D:

there's cell bonding today. i wonder if they had fun.
i hope they have.

went for cip work.
it's an activity organised for parents' appreciation day.
we are there as volunteers.
met together at kovan mrt station at 11.15am.
then mrt to circle line to bishan then red line to braddell.
we looked for onepeople.sg(it's a building for your info.)
then we helped carry tables and chairs and arrange them properly.
then we went for lunch. i just bought one double cheese burger in macs and a bottle of crysanthemum tea.
after lunch, we went back to help.
our job now is play with the kids.
i like kids but i dun really noe how to talk to them.
the them are kids 4-6 years old i think.
they speak language that we don't noe and they dun understand english too.
some speaks but in malay. just some language barrier.
i took care of 2 kids. a boy and a girl.
i asked for their name. the girl ignored me and the boy said sth.
but, i didn't catch anything cos he speak too soft and it's a malay name.
then i sort of like teach them to colour.
the girl simply just ignored me even though she kept looking at me.
she took out one colour pencil and drew a dot on the colouring page, then she put back the colour pencil and take out another one and draw a dot again and the cycle goes on.
the boy did followed me in colouring at first but later he got distracted by another group who were playing. i asked him if he want to continue colouring but he said he want to play.
in the end we were moved to another room and the boy disappeared.
so i bought the girl and helped her up a chair and we continued colouring.
after that she kept turning behind, looking at a boy's colouring page.
after that i think she was taken away by her sister who is also playing there.
then the boy behind stood up and i forgot what he said but i asked him to sit beside and colour.
-i noe it's bored to just colour but they are just 4 year old kids. and there's nothing they can do-
he followed me colouring. and whenever i said a colour after i pulled out a colour pencil, he followed saying what i said.
he's so cute. even though he's malay but he noes english.
but later on he kept asking me for sweets so jingrong helped me look for a lollipop.
after that he finished the lollipop he wanted crackers and jingrong helped me take again.
thanks jingrong! (x and sorry for bothering you.

another boy that jingrong is taking care is chinese.
he was really one talkative boy.
he sits beside me and kept taking colour pencils from me so he sort of talked to me too.
he kept saying that he studied alot at home and stuff. and said that he coloured nicely when the lion was like one patch of blue and another patch of green and another patch of red.
he's so cute. lol.
then everything ended and i was so tired.

we went back to the main place where the activity runs.
we looked at what they are doing then there's food.
we served and then ate.
then we packed up and went home.
it's quite a fruitful day.
had fun. :D

ps. lelouch is super shuai! :D hahas.
i want to watch absolute boyfriend. i like the robot. he's my li xiang qing ren. hahas. :DDD


-11:11 AM

had fever for 1 day 1 night.
then ytd went shopping with yokeling, jingrong, vivian, mandy.
went fareast and walked for almost 3h+ i think.
i nv buy anything there.
then met with yokeling's sister and followed her to takashimaya.
quite far away from fareast and we have been walking non stop for 3h+.
it's quite tiring.
then walked in takashimaya for about 1h++.
nth to buy cos it's all branded goods.
then we went bugis. and vivian went home.
we walked bhg for awhile then went bugis street.
walked for 2h+ and bought a long silver necklace with a music symbol.
$3.30.
is it expensive?
oops.
reached home at around 8pm.
it's super late.
haha.
ate and watched tv.
then used com for about an hour, watching code geass.
lelouch very shuai!!! :DD

ps. I DON'T WANT TO GO!!!
am i really trying to escape the uncomfortable reality?


-2:03 PM

i've wasted the whole day ytd to finish up the olympics essay.
which means i've used the com from morning till night.
first time leh, i hope my short-sightedness won't get worsened.

had been watching code geass.
lelouch is super shuai. :D
watch 15 episodes. quite interesting.

just found out cell bonding's at 20-21 june.
i dun noe if i shld write it here but, i really dun felt like going.
actually, i dun like going to any cell bondings.
who would like to go cell bondings when she is all alone?
i had been complaining to my friends.
i noe i'm bad.
it's quite difficult to get them to church now.
maybe partly cos of my complainings.
but some who had went before, don't like it at all.
i used to love going to church.
i think it's fun and stuff and i thought i had really nice friends out there.
but somehow after i am separated from sixuan,
i don't talk to them anymore, i'm closed in my own world.
i always hoped cell discussions can end quickly.
going to church is like a burden to me now.
i've become so bad.
my attendance is always 100%.
but now, even though sixuan is in a different cell
and her not going to church doesn't matter much,
i still skipped church.
way before we were separated, i don't mind going alone.
gosh.
i going crazy.
i hate saturdays except for 9.30pm onwards (cos of boys over flowers. haha.)

ps. kimbum very shuai!! :D


-7:38 PM

me and yokeling just ended our msn conversation.
we talked about kimbum and we kept laughing like shit.
LOL.
so i had a sudden urge to post pics of him.
i had 70+ pics of him but i'm just going to post 4 for today. :D
i going crazy! hahas.







-4:20 PM

long time no update.
and my blog's so dead.

FRIDAY;;
went to swissotel for usher briefing at night.
we just slot in tags and got allocated to which place we will be positioned when the actual day comes.
went home at 9pm+
reached home at about 11pm.
it's super scary to go home at night all by myself but luckily sixuan talked to me on the phone so i felt a sense of security.
prepared my outfit for tmr and listened to 933fm and went to sleep.
ohya, spent $10 on my top. jacket+sleeveless striped shirt.
i bought it for the sake of the black jacket and i decided to wear a plain sleeveless white shirt under the jacket.

SATURDAY;;
today went ushering for national scholar summit.
i think it's some certificate presentation.
it is for those who have 8As and above in their A-levels.
even though we never really do anything, but we are super tired and our legs hurt.
we went to peishan's house first.
i was late cos i last min finding things.
sorry for being late! D:
then angela had her shoes borrowed from peishan cos she dun have covered shoes.
then we took bus to hougang mall and took mrt to cityhall.
walked for last then 5 mins, we reached swissotel.

then was surprisingly chosen to partner with vanessa to usher the VIP.
but we would have to stay till 7pm.
but i somehow rejected it cos i nid to go to church(even though i did not go in the end cos i was super tired.)
i really feel very sorry cos she would be alone till 7pm.
sorry vanessa!

waited for the time to pass and went to our allocated places.
in this case, me and jingrong is stationed at the entrance of the raffles city shopping centre, exit/entrance of cityhall mrt station.
our job was to guide those ppl who's attending this ceremony to swissotel.
obviously, there was not much people.
or maybe, they mostly come by cars instead of the mrt.
we stood there for like 2h with the 'usher' tag around our necks.
ppl kept starring at us. it's so balabo(stupid in jieyi language).
we got our first customer who is a really sweet girl.
she politely asked us how to go to swissotel for the national scholar summit.
then since we had nothing to do, we walked with her to the entrance of the hotel.
then we went back to the place and stood there.
maybe because we kept standing there and do not move around and with the usher tag,
we had a total of 3 groups of ppl who come and asked us how to get to some place.
it's quite embarrassing cos me and jingrong dunno anything about the area except for the way to swissotel. so we had no choice but to politely say we do not noe the way and sorry.
one guy came to deliver us soya milk. thank goodness!
we are super thirsty and our hero, the soya milk, came to our rescue.
we drank it up fast and went back to the hotel.
waited for them to let us leave.
and finally we are going back home.

my flats spoiled and my toes are protruding out of my flats.
no choice but we went hougang for lunch and i bought a new pair of shoes.
i bought a pair of white sandals which jingrong found it.
cost $13.90. it's really ex lor. to me.
i've never bought a pair of shoes that cost more than $10 before.
borrowed $4 from angela.
thanks angela.
and thanks peishan for borrowing money from her mum to lend me.
and sorry for wasting you all de time when i am choosing my shoe.
finally reached home.
chged out of the super formal outfit,
and was back to myself again. feel so much comfortable and free~
hahas.

lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my beloved KIM HYUN JOONG!! <3

-6:59 PM

just came to know that singapore's has its 1st H1N1 case recently.
is this good news or bad?

today seems to be quite an unhappy day.
don't want to talk much about it.
had olympics education after sch. paid $10 for it.
3 new sports for us to learn: archery, floorball and tchouball.
i thought that we might be able to play all three but in the end we are being allocated to one sport for each class.
3C's in floorball.
big disappointment to me as i want archery.
i've been interested in archery when i watched tai wang si shen ji.
sujini is pro in archery and i like her. hahas.
i dun really like floorball.
we played before in pe lessons already.
anyway, floorball is fun when we play against one another.
then, went home.
had skipped my lunch cos there's no time for us to have lunch since it start at 2.15pm.
hungry, i bought cup walker and went home with jingrong.

ohya! sorry jingrong for spilling milk tea all over you.
i'm so sorry! i hope your bag will not be stained.
sorry!

holidays are coming and it isn't going to be holiday.
maths have lots and lots of homework.
we only have 3 weeks of holiday and they give one year supply of homework.
we still have other subjects lor. D:
this holiday sure die.

ps. i failed A. maths! ROAR! D:


-8:02 PM

YAY!
my most favourite pic of the day: bougainvillea(did i spell it correctly? =P)


sixuan's shadow while she's walking in the water. look at her beautiful shen cai.
or shld i say, it's my photography skills? haha. (x


beautiful spectrum. :D



the sparkles on water and the pink and white light shining down from the sky.

just random pic. water shining under sun.

ps. can't wait saturday 9.30pm at chnl u. boys over flowers. kimbum and kimhyunjoong very very very SHUAI!!! :DDDD



-5:49 PM

just want to say;;

a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :D
kamiki ryunosuke <3

-10:10 PM

hoho. 175th post.

mye's on the way and i just started to revise (x
oops but last week too many homework so i chionged them instead.

woke up at around 12pm today with a headache and i feel a little feverish.
i did not really care that much but when i start revising geog, i felt really tired, feel like sleeping.
i bu fang xin then go take temperature. 37.6 degrees.
i should say it's very slight fever.
i told my mum she said it's alright.
then i went to bathe and get ready to go to church.
reached and had a great time worshipping. i love the songs today. :D

cell group-ed and went home.
quickly took a bath and on tv to watch my beloved she diao ying xiong zhuan.
ate dinner abit slower today.
took my temperature again. raised to 38.1 degrees.
i placed cold towel on my forehead hoping it would help.
really it did, i took the second time and it shows 38.0.
decreased by 0.1 degrees. at least there's some improvement. (:
ate half a pill of panadol extra.
i dun dare to eat tablets so my mum cut it into half for me.
luckily without much effort, i managed to swallow the half pill.
i bo liao so i took my temperature for the last time. 37.9 degrees.
YES! decrease by another 0.1 degrees! :D
hahas.
i feel much better now though.
going to put the patch for fever later when i sleep.
thanks my sis for helping me buy. and she bought strepsils for herself ):

today is last episode of ai jiu zai yi qi.
going to watch now.
missed for around 15mins already cos i typing this post. (:

ps. mug.mug.muggggg ;D good luck for MYE everyone!~~ :DD



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